February 2010
119 posts
I want to defy gravity. I want to be happy. I want to make everyone around me happy. I want to make you smile. I want to be careless for just a day. I don’t want to be anxious. I don’t want to rely on anyone but myself. Where do I start?
January 2010
72 posts
okay,
ahnthelovewarrior:
madalynk:
ahnthelovewarrior:
nequoyah:
i’m really sick of all the lesbians that look the same. you look like you came from the butch factory. with your baseball caps on backwards/sideways, your ripped baggy jeans, various facial piercings but most commonly the lip and the assortments of polos with popped collars.
you look like a clone. and it’s stupid.
That is so...
LGMH →
corrosion:
lovegivesmehope:
Today, I proposed to my girlfriend of four years in a nice restaurant.
When she said yes, the entire restaurant stood up and applauded.
We’re both women.
Understanding of true love GMH.
LGMH →
lovegivesmehope:
Today I met an elderly woman at a hospital I volunteer at. When I had to take her to another room, her husband helped me seat her in a wheelchair even though he was so weak that he also needed one. As I pushed him down the hall behind his wife, he asked if I could move his wheelchair next to hers so that they could hold hands. His love for her GMH
okay,
i’m really sick of all the lesbians that look the same. you look like you came from the butch factory. with your baseball caps on backwards/sideways, your ripped baggy jeans, various facial piercings but most commonly the lip and the assortments of polos with popped collars.
you look like a clone. and it’s stupid.
according to
myheritage.com face recognition and the lady who does my eyebrows, I look like Anne Hathaway. I was trying to find who I looked like for this stupid facebook doppelganger business. But too many people are flattering themselves and I don’t want to do the same.
I’m sick, I can barely speak and I keep having nose bleeds.
All I want to do is sleep.
i've finally
dug myself a hole i can’t climb out of.
i’m at the bottom of everything.
Aaron Byrd
madalynk:
is an evil shithole.
He is also one of my best friends.
Is there a reason you are tumbl’ing your ass off tonight?
i miss a lot of things.
i'm probably just paranoid.
madalynk:
i feel like everyone is just pretending to like me.
that they actually find me annoying and wish i would just leave them alone.
god now i seem so pathetic.
You are just paranoid. I promise.
I can't sleep.
madalynk:
:(
Me neither.
the three most relevant gifs in my life
madalynk:
The first is me, the second aaron and the third madi!
The Seahorse and The Sparrow
The seahorse glides with the motion of the ocean it observes the sea as it passes on by, questioning all that is real. The seahorse has never intently searched for something to make it happy, it just simply is.
The sparrow flies over the sea it tries to fathom the deep blue ocean beneath its wings. it’s unknown, it’s enormous, it’s terrifying. The sparrow flies closer to...
You are a DOUCHE and I’m glad I can say that now. I am so sick of people trying to ruin things. Can’t people just stick to fucking up their own lives? Or is that just simply not enough?
i feel like broken glass. don’t touch me, there’s no point.
i'm young
and i’ve got a lot to learn. i could never begin to understand why the world is cruel.
but dammit, i’m trying so hard. and i feel like i’m being suffocated.
i’ve got a lot to learn.
I’m miles from where you are, I lay down on the cold ground I, I pray that something picks me up And sets me down in your warm arms
i wouldn’t mind crawling in a hole right now. what a bad time to just need someone to talk to.
(click photo for credit.)
i need
a job. for moneyz because this photography class is going to slaughter my bank account. and for something to occupy my free time. i wanna get an apartment and be independent. i think i’m scared to get a job because i lost mine at the cookie place so quickly. that really sucked. i still don’t understand exactly why.
boooop beeeep. anyway, i hope to do really well this semester. and...
asdfghjkl;
goodnight, world.
film
http://www.flickr.com/photos/nequoyahsphotos/
new film camera pictures on flickr. i’m really disappointed that a lot of my pictures didn’t come out/some were double exposures.
i start my b&w photography class tomorrow, and honestly i’m super nervous. i’ve never taken pictures to be critiqued, i just take them because i want to. i hope more good comes out of this than...
http://www.formspring.me/nequoyah
doooo itttt.
on a side note, i miss my beautiful girlfriend.
and before I knew it, the sun set.
today already feels off
i hate being anxious and unsettled. it’s one of the worst feelings in the world. i just wish i could give everyone what they want.
>__< school starts back wednesday. i hope my photography class doesn’t eat me alive.
“I want them to free themselves and I want them to be proud of who they are. I want them to celebrate all the things they don’t like about themselves the way that I did. And be so truly happy from inside. And I say that so genuinely to you because I perform every night and I look into your beautiful eyes and I love you so much”
fuckyeahladygaga:
-rainbowveins:
- Lady Gaga...
“And I created the Monster Ball so that my fans would have a place to go, a place...”
– Lady Gaga, in response to the Westboro Baptist Church This goes to show how full of love she is, because any other person would have cursed the hell out of those hate-mongering abominations. (via traceychieng)
I hate the distance. But it only really gets to me sometimes. Like tonight. I really took for granted just being able to hear your heartbeat.